Do I have it in me? Do I have it in me to be all of these things that I want to be? A good friend, a good student, an agent of love, someone who’s honest, a better person (NOT because what other people will see will be better, but truly BETTER), and if I don’t have it in me, will I ever find it? I feel like if I don’t I’m not going to get rid of this restless feeling anytime soon.
To be honest, I’d like to just ignore my problems until they go away…but that’s what I’ve been doing and it’s not working. So, I’ll get up tomorrow and face them. Maybe not with a lot of courage, certainty or confidence…but I’ll face them…and we’ll see what happens.
You know…the kicker to it all is that I know what I need. I know where to find rest….where to find strength….who to ask for direction and I don’t know what’s stopping me.
